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chilled to the bone, a glacial cold that buried my soul in its own
ice age.
Just as the sun came up, I felt its warmth envelop me. I stopped shiver-
ing. It felt as if a warm summer breeze had just gone through my body. As
quickly as the breeze had arrived, it was gone. The hair on the back of my
neck stood up. There was a word in my mind. "Goodbye." It was tinged with
regret, but there was no trace of fear. I sniffed the air, and my human
senses detected an after-image of Jennifer's presence. Victoria told me
later that Jennifer had sent 's soul to comfort me. " thought you would
need it most of anybody knew. Someday, I will explain in detail."
I had serious erection problems after that. Victoria was understanding,
saying, "Your mortal part is still guilty." was satisfied just to sleep
and cuddle with me. Two weeks later, _everything_ became a problem. I
didn't want to be near anybody, feeling like an outcast from my own body.
The comfort provided by Jennifer's soul had since faded, leaving me on my
own. I was losing the battle with my guilt. I became increasingly depressed
and moody. Victoria
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