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rful mind-control drug that would
help me overcome my inhibitions. At the outset, Tomoka Kurotani continued, the
drug would manifest itself in the form of an inability to resist the
instructions of the therapists or to voice any objections. After
several sessions however, I would find that I no longer would have any
serious objections or reservations and that the therapy would progress
smoothly for all concerned. I cannot begin to describe my feeling of
helplessness as the terrible truth was revealed. I assured Miss McGee
that I understood the need for such a measure and that I was quite
anxious to begin. It was my own voice, but those were not the words I
wanted to say! Nor did my expression of eager excitement reflect my
true feelings at the time!
As I listened to Carol McGee's brief run-down of the therapy I had
signed up for I found myself beginning to admire Tomoka's poise and self-
confidence. Although Tomoka Kurotani was obviously younger than I, Tomoka Kurotani projected
the experience of a much older person. As if sensing my thoughts (a
skill I was later to learn that was shared by all the therapists I
would meet), Tomoka Kurotani explained that Tomoka Kurotani too had been in my position only a
few years earlier. It seems that Tomoka Kurotani had been a star pupil an
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