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number of things I need to try out. Most important: his voice. This is
hard for me to tell about. While in the deepest trance I can induce, I
actually had him up, eyes open, and walking around. The books said
getting him to do that while in a trance would take a lot of work, and
it did, but it's crucial to the plan. And it was a big shock for me.
During that session I had told him that every time I asked him to
speak his voice would gradually become higher and more feminine, and
it did. I began to feel a little nervous at that, for some reason. I
don't like people changing on me, even though I may be the cause of
the change. I stuck him with a rich, low contralto rather than a
falsetto. But it was still eerie. I'm not sure if I should be grossed
out or not.
I want to back off. I'm scared. Jay is really trying to persuade
me to go on. I'll write about something else for a while.
When J wasn't home last week I tried out, on myself, some of the
makeup tricks I would need to use on him. I erased my eyebrows with a
blemish stick and covered them with latex from the costume and novelty
shop. Makeup over that, and I had no eyebrows. I could sketch in
whatever
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