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fantasy story of Narua Asami :
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image of him as my Master. Also,
after J's little trick with the condom, I'm not sure I want to contin-
ue as bottom either, unless we work out a new List and stick to it.
I feel like I should say something profound at this point, but
I'm not a profound person. Mostly I feel pretty silly. I know myself a
little better now, but maybe it is only the shallow that can truly
know themselves anyway.
I could quote someone ELSE profound if I could just remember who
said it: "Young girls already know all about loveÄÄit's only their
capacity to suffer for it that grows." Except that this hasn't really
been suffering for me.
I don't know if I have lost JÄÄor the person I thought was J, or
what. I think I might leave him if he doesn't have the strength to
keep me. I also might leave him if that last little condom trick of
his was a glimpse of the real J rathe
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