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fantasy story of Ai Amano :
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ne else. I don't want you to
even be able to give to anyone else. I want you totally for myself,
completely committed to me. Everything I do over the next few weeks
will help make you into that person. I want to possess you totally."
Something like that. I wasn't concentrating fully, but I got the
gist. He seems to adopt a formal mode of speech when he talks about
the psychology of our relationship. Almost as though he had rehearsed
what he said.
Still, I was beginning to see. It did give me a warm feeling to
know that he wanted for me to belong to him. Belong with a capital
`B'. Like a slave. I was beginning to realize that there were layers
beneath the surface of this gameÄÄthings he had thought about more
than I. As he continued to talk, I began to understand exactly where
we were going, what was happening. At least I began to relax a little
and feel comfortable. Everything started to fall into place. When he
said he wanted me to be his slave he didn't mean as a servant; he
meant someone with unreserved and absolute commitment. I dismissed the
thought that this had been in his mind from the beginni
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