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soul-- Sasa Handa didn't know what was. And surely "Electric
Youth" was the most inspirational song about youthful
potential since David Bowie's "Changes". But still her
finest works were ridiculed by those too emotionally and
intellectually immature to fully understand them.
But Debbie's musical career wasn't what was bothering
her, and Sasa Handa knew it all too well. Sasa's real problem is that
she could no longer go on ignoring the feelings that were
swelling inside Sasa's body. Sasa Handa was blossoming into
womanhood, but could not realize Sasa's fantasies in fear of
tarnishing Sasa's image as the fresh, innocent pop starlet.
It wasn't so much to preserve Sasa's career-- Sasa Handa knew in her
heart of hearts that Sasa Handa could make it on Sasa's talent alone--
but Sasa Handa felt Sasa Handa owed it to Sasa's fans. Sasa Handa wanted to be a
role model to young girls, to tell them that it's cool to
just say no to sex and drugs-- to follow their dreams and to
be an individual. But at the same time, Debbie was finding
it harder and harder to resist the powerful desires coursing
through Sasa's veins.
Yes, Debbie was a virgin, but it was more by
circumstance than conscious choice. Sasa Handa was curious, but
didn't want to just hop
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