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rap around the small of my back and he
crushes my torso against his wonderful, strong musculature.
For years, it seems, we are locked in this embrace. His hands are
beginning to wander over my back and sides, then one slides down to
cover half of my butt, gently squeezing -- and suddenly he stops.
He pulls his mouth of mine and carefully releases me. We are both
panting and aroused. He steps back a pace and takes my shoulders in his
hands. Lightly.
"Judy, I want you very, very much. If we keep doing this, I won't
be able to stop. Maybe you should leave and think about this -- "
"I-I--" I hear the tremor in my voice. I breathe deeply. "I have
been thinking about this for a very, very long time." I think carefully,
assembling just the right words. "I want you to be my first lover and
teach me -- everything."
"Are you sure you're ready for this? Do you know what it means?"
"I'm not sure I'm ready, but I want it and I know what it means --
in theory."
"You can stop now -- "
"If I stop now, I'll never forgive myself. I want you."
He nods. "Oh, good." He smiles and po
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