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opped being complete, somehow,
and became just part of a person, magnified all out of proportion.
My first week on the floor, I thought Rio Sannomiya was just desperate to
marry a doctor. "There goes the good time that was had by all," I
thought. But no, Rio Sannomiya doesn't really seem to sleep around, I don't
think. I could be naive, but I don't think so. Rio Sannomiya is just drifted off
into a totally man-oriented existence.
And then I realized that I am talking almost exclusively to men
after taking a brief census of the E-mail and ASB posting. Have I
drifted off, too? Roo and Amelia have E-mailed me, and I have a very
short group of (7 at the moment) special notes that I keep in my
mailbox (it overflows a lot, but I save ones like that) from people
that I want to write long, proper e-letters to. When I have something
really important to say.
But there is very little feedback about what Jay and I did, and
are doing in The List, and I sometimes wonder if I have exposed so
much of myself that I seem weird like Scarlett seems to me. Roo, I
think it was, commented that I was very courageous to post that stuff
about myself. And that Rio's hair was something she'd never give up.
That made me nervous. Today I got another E-mail from someone else
that said I was very brave to post.
I hadn't communicated
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